Generally as a rule, I'm not this gushy or lovey dovey over Brad, but since people don't read my blog, I'll keep spewing the love out, especially since Brad, work, and the wedding are the only things going on in my life right now.

For the greater portion of our relationship, I have pretty much assumed that things just were the way they were and neither Brad nor I was going to change and we would just have to accept that. Recently however, and I wish I knew what spurned it on, Brad and I have begun communicating a little more effectively. I'm trying to think of everything that has happened lately and here are the possible catalysts i have come up with: A few weeks ago we started pre-wedding couple to couple counseling. We pretty much had no choice but to communicate at that point, and I think maybe we both realized that, "hey this isn't so hard.." Also, Brad is going through some major financial/business decisions lately and I think us talking that out as a "husband & wife" rather than just boyfriend/girlfriend surprised, and excited both of us.

Granted we both are just as stubborn as always and we do have the same old fights, but at the same time, I feel more confident with approaching him about some things, rather than just burying it, which is good as we'll be married in 3 months time. :) I'm excited to discover that things can change and that we can still learn from and adapt to each other.